My Autobiography

Proud

The inspiring true story of the first professional sportsman to come out while still playing

Proud offers an enthralling insight into a world and a struggle to which we are rarely given access… Thomas’ story is a harrowing reminder that sportsmen are as vulnerable as the rest of us… The honesty with which Thomas presents his many dark moments makes this an absolute must-read. An eye-opening glimpse into the inner turmoil of a national hero

In a year when some of the highest-profile sporting memoirs have been marked by self-serving narcissism, this is a story of substance

This is a fascinating, often deeply moving, story which shows that while sport initially defined whoGareth Thomas was, everything changed when another facet of his life was revealed

Proud offers an enthralling insight into a world and a struggle to which we are rarely given access…Thomas’ story is a harrowing reminder that sportsmen are as vulnerable as the rest of us…The honesty with which Thomas presents his many dark moments makes this an absolute must-read, whether rugby fan or not. Rarely has the sense that sport is only a game rang truer. An eye-opening glimpse into the inner turmoil of a national hero

This book is as inspiring as it is moving and depressing. A must read…It is breathtaking

A story of extraordinary courage, both in and outside the sporting world…It's another sporting book that transcends sport, and Thomas should be loudly and gloriously celebrated for writing it

Thomas’s autobiography is remarkable not for his open gayness but for the truthfulness that permeates every page

Astonishing in its candour…this is a tale of hope

Gareth Thomas was born in 1974. He played rugby union for Bridgend, Celtic Warriors, Toulouse and Cardiff Blues,  winning 100 international caps for Wales and captaining the British and Irish Lions. In 2010 he switched to rugby league, playing for the Crusaders RL, and for Wales. He retired from rugby in October 2011. Gareth announced publicly in 2009 that he is gay, and was voted the most influential gay person by Stonewall that year. In 2019, Gareth spoke openly about living with HIV and has gone on to partner with the Terrance Higgins Trust in order to raise awareness around HIV.

**WINNER British Sports Book Awards SPORTS BOOK OF THE YEAR** 
 
**Shortlisted for the William Hill Sports Book of the Year Award** 
 
Gareth Thomas had it all. He was a national hero, a sporting icon. He was a leader of men, captain of Wales and the British Lions. To him, rugby was an expression of cultural identity, a sacred code. It was no mere ball game. It gave him everything, except the freedom to be himself. 
 
This is the story of a man with a secret that was slowly killing him. Something that might devastate not only his own life but the lives of his wife, family, friends and teammates. The only place where he could find any refuge from the pain and guilt of the lie he was living was on the pitch, playing the sport he loved. But all his success didn’t make the strain of hiding who he really was go away. His fear that telling the truth about his sexuality would lose him everything he loved almost sent him over the edge. 
 
The deceit ended when Gareth became the world’s most prominent athlete to come out as a gay man. His gesture has strengthened strangers, and given him a fresh perspective. Gareth’s inspiring and moving story transcends the world of sport to tell a universal truth about feeling like an outsider, and facing up to who you really are.

Gareth Thomas

I've always like you but I love you for this - thought this  book was completely amazing

Beautiful parts, powerful parts ... will definitely make you think

You’re not born with resilience but you can find it on the journey with hard work, belief and the help of those around you. 
 
Gareth Thomas has learned to push on even when everything seems most futile. His willingness to expose his deepest emotional frailties as a man and come through even stronger as a result has made him a national hero. 
 
In the Sunday Times Bestseller PROUD, Gareth focused closely on the intense experience of coming out in a very public arena of global sport. STRONGER is the broader story of how Gareth has managed to deal with the adversity life has thrown at him across the years, from childhood to his most recent gruelling announcement that he was HIV positive.

Gareth Thomas

Praise for Stronger

I've always like you but I love you for this - thought this book was completely amazing

Beautiful parts, powerful parts ... will definitely make you think

Compelling

I've always like you but I love you for this - thought this book was completely amazing

Beautiful parts, powerful parts ... will definitely make you think

Compelling

I've always like you but I love you for this - thought this book was completely amazing

Beautiful parts, powerful parts ... will definitely make you think

Compelling

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